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By Denny Mayo on Nov 12, 5:55p 4
Last week I was feeling pretty good about my preparation for my upcoming (first ever) 50 mile race -- or as good as I could reasonably expect given injury issues. Now that we're a bit closer to the race, that optimism is melting away and getting replaced with a pretty deep sense of dread; the gravity of a 50 mile race is looming. While my thoughts are scattered as always, I thought putting them out in the open may help me face my concerns head on; it also serves the long-term goal of documenting my ultramarathon experience as well as I can.
These thoughts are snowballing, pretty badly. Whatever -- I'll have to show up at the starting line no matter what on Saturday. I'm sure I'll emotionally oscillate a number of times before the race, ultimately being super-nervous and have trouble eating the morning of the race (this actually concerns me the most). I'm still quite optimistic about the race (no, really -- I am!), but the spiral of self-doubt has taken hold.
Stop being so hyper-emotional, me.