When I named this blog.. dearest someday.. along with the name, came all of my hopes and dreams. All of those things I set aside for someday. Well, if you have been following along for long.. or perhaps at my old blog, you know I have a huge passion for photography. I have always told myself that maybe someday I would see where it could take me, maybe someday I would pursue it professionally.
..maybe someday.
Lately, I feel like I am catching up with someday. I feel like I am closer then I have ever been to following this dream. I feel inspired.
The passion is definitely not going anywhere. More than ever, I have ideas.. photo shoots to style, backdrops to make.. dreams so big they scare the crap out of me! They make my heart beat, they make me want to jump up and down.. they make me want to do. Yes, my dreams are definitely winning right now, now I need to just try and keep up! This isn’t even making sense, is it? lol
This post has taken me days to sit down and write. I created a fun backdrop over the weekend, and took the kids out for a little shoot. Just for fun.. but boy oh boy did it start something within me.. and I feel like I am starting to get all cheesy, but I really mean it! lol I want to keep going, do more shoots.. more creating, more more more!
For now, I am in the portfolio building stage. Yes.. this is where I have put myself for years… but this time, I have a vision.. I have a feel in my head and in my heart that I want to put out there. I have a style I want to portray.. and I feel until I do that properly, I am still in the portfolio building stage. Kind of like branding a business.. I feel I need to do this like this, partly to have a cohesive portfolio and also, to build the confidence to back it. Know what I mean?
I know, I know.. I have blogged this before, but it is different this time. It isn’t just that I am dreaming about it.. I actually want to do it.
So, this is where my mind has been this week.. dreaming, getting scared… talking myself down, not letting the fear tell me.. oh, maybe someday. I think I can.. I think I can.. ha ha!
..now to get to the open for business part of this dream! hee!