So I think I got into an argument with my Burmese co-worker. He said he liked me and I told him I liked him also(me telling him not directly or clear). He wants to come into my apartment, but I won't let him. I called telling him to wait a week and he sounded angry over the phone scolding, "I'm busy." He didn't want to hear me telling him no because he's dying to come in. I won't let him in though. I kind of have a bad feeling. We didn't have a problem at work. It's separate. More like a personal problem. But if there's too much trouble, I might find a new job. It seemed kind of tense. I sound so effing childish and I know that. My family always watches over me, and if they know I let a guy into my room, they won't trust me anymore. I would have betrayed their trust and I don't want to do anything behind their back. They want to know about everything I do. Like relationships I got into or who I like/interested in. But I think they will disapprove of my preferences. It's not something they want for me. My family wants me to go on dates with mostly Europeans because I speak english better than Thai, but the problem is I haven't found any "Europeans" who showed their interest in me. And that's the DARN DAMN fact. "Europeans" don't care about me. I have met so many people, but they never said anything to me when I said something to them. I'm not their type. I happen to found someone I like who's Asian. My family will not be ok with it. Which is why I don't want to tell them or even get into relationships with anyone. They'll never like anyone I like or I could not care, but that's not right.

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My preferences have changed over the years. I thought I had to live in the states, but now that's optional. I actually liked living in Thailand now. Currently living in Pattaya and got a job at a nice and quiet restaurant.

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Happy New Year Nutang users! I rarely come here now. Once in a while I will blog here. Say hello if you come across!

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Who uses deadjournal? I have two djs to give away under the names "opalescentsugar" and "secretlies." Let me know if you want it by commenting below.

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I'm finally back here after many months. I'm now unemployed again. I'm waiting for the right job to come around.

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I don't feel like dealing with losers anymore. All they talk about is getting a bf/gf, getting married, relationship issues, etc.. Don't they have anything else to think about? I understand that it is part of life, but your bf/gf will not go everywhere with you. The only time you really see them is after work and on your day off. That's it. It's not that big of a deal. I'm not a therapist, so I'd rather people keep their family issues to themselves.

I changed my workplace. I'm going to be working in the cold kitchen more often doing vegetable/fruit carving.

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