Agent Tanya – star of such classics as Penetration Nation, Gangbang Banana, Blonde Dahlia – has resurfaced. Earlier this week I found some 2011 footage (look at those huge cans) lurking in my filing cabinet so I prepared material for release. Entitled Hitwoman this video features clandestine operative who yearns for companionship. Over the next few days I began composing text to promote the material. This poem emerged:
Ballad of Isolation
Memories skulk through city,
Dark and delirious,
Sad remainders of yesteryear,
Painful and piteous.
Brutalized beyond redemption,
Grisly wounds dripping rust,
Fetid, festering entities,
Violations of trust.
From eleventh story window,
Aswirl in cold nimbus,
Isolate gazes at carnage,
Pens magical opus.
Diary of a madwoman,
Sparkling black treatise,
Infernal animosities,
Serve eternal purpose.
Released from wicked spell of past,
Crumbling edifice,
Isolate smites roving demons,
Dissolves into focus.
Finally satisfied with verbiage and 8-6-8-6 syllable pattern I noticed that poem had morphed into a composition that had virtually nothing to do with the video. Think words did help remind me to stop living in the past – lately I’ve recognized importance of expunging tortured memories which haunt me. Ready to post Hitwoman but still lacking text description I headed to Denny’s for midnight coffee and an omelette. Words flowed easily within comfortable environs of window-side table:
Hitwoman
Dangerous occupation, constant assignments, need for secrecy isolate Agent Tanya from rest of society. Closest acquaintances know neither her true name nor any details of shadowy past.
“4am,
Middle of nowhere,
Overflowing beer,
$6 slam.”
Food arrives as agent idly scribbles words on napkin. 24-hour diners represent only consistent aspect of itinerant existence. More festive than most this Denny’s restaurant boasts both liquor license and intoxicated patrons. With gusto agent downs food, leaves $20 bill and curious truckers in wake. None of the men had approached her but most watch as mysterious blonde merges vehicle onto Highway 80. Someday Tanya will join forces with suitable lone wolf but for now she must rely on large, rubber cock in suitcase to relieve yearning for companionship..
Yes, I’ve been feeling a bit lonely lately.. and it keeps showing up in my writing. Poor Agent Tanya – I should refrain from making her seem like a needy broad 😉 As with everything this phase in my life too shall pass. Big hugs to all who visit me here. You make me feel wanted. Hope everyone is having a great weekend!
XO Tanya
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