I must officially be dreaming
March 1, 2012 in fun stuff,hope and determination,next steps,personal life
Well, it’s official. I’m working again, I got a job at Meijer which is a local store. There are some in Michigan, Ohio, Indiana, and Kentucky. I’m pretty excited about it because it’s been a while since I worked, and I really wanna start making a life better for myself. And I think this is the start of that, I decided a few months ago that I wanted to make a valid change in my life, and when my last job sent me into a severe anxiety attack (which was never clinically proven, but I am calling it that because some of the symptoms are similar.) and that obviously wasn’t the right step to take.
For a while I was terrified what would happen if I made the wrong choice, and well it happened but I suppose it was meant to happen. Although, I really believe that it was one of those things I had to realize before making a positive change. I learned that it’s okay to fall, but eventually you should get back up and try again. You won’t know what could have been if you didn’t try, and I don’t want to look back regretting that I didn’t try. I want to live my life to the fullest and be a success, like I dreamed I could be in high school.
In a bit, I’ll have to redo my site but just my posts will be different. I’m going to be keeping this layout for a while because I really like it. My host and my wifey has to change some stuff on our server and make her new domain the new one, so I’m going to be helping her get things put back together for her site. I may do something different as far as layouts go, but I do really like this one. I also want to go around and comment on some other blogs, and see what happens.
I’ve been dying to dive back into writing, but I think taking it slow right now is the best thing for me. I’m still trying to get everything sorted around and when I can do that I will sit down and do some free-writing. I think that will help in my pursuit of getting back into my writing, I also want to get more into my crafty side. So therefor when I can get things back on track with money, I am going to take on making over my room. I wanna do black, white, pink, gray, and a little green. I think it’s going to be pretty cool, I can’t paint my walls since I live in an apartment, but I can always spruce things up with art and other stuff.
I’d love to buy some music posters and have my dad create a painting. I already have some art that my parents did a few years ago, but I want more. Maybe I could even do my own artwork, but we’ll see. I’m ahead of myself a little bit, but hey I can dream.
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