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I need advice

February 29, 2012   Filed Under: Boys, Personal   345 words

Did you ever feel that if you said something more, it would make things worse? Did you ever just want everything to work out and be how it use to be? Did you ever realize how much they hurt you and you hurt them? Did you ever realize how to move on?

This all starts my ex-boyfriend. We broke up about two months ago and it was pretty mutual. We had problems, so it was understandable that our time was limiting. At first everything was fine and we got back to normal trying to “be friends”. We share one best friend and we have a class together. I know we broke up, but I am trying to be friends him. I make an effort to talk to him, be nice to him, smile and say hello. He hardly does the same for me. Whenever I talk to him, he always looks sad and is very short with me. He tends to try to disagree with me. He doesn’t talk to me like he talks to everyone else. I understand that we broke up, but we only went out for like 3 1/2 months.. In the morning sometimes my friends and his friends will talk so we will be there. I can feel tension there. He doesn’t talk to me or look me in the eye. He rarely even says hi to me.

This is really hard for me because I never lost someone who was close. How do you deal with this? It is driving me crazy. I like to be liked and I hate it when people are mad at me. I don’t like the awkwardness or the tension. I wish I could call him and make things better (I try to make stuff better), but I feel like it will just make it worse. I don’t want to force a friendship, we don’t need to be friends. I just don’t want him to be so rude. How do you get over people and not care if they don’t like you? I need advice on that.